Wednesday, 5 February 2014

Rejected in a interview!!

dude!! 

my very first corporate interview and i was rejected.
not to mention that my 2 best friends got the job!!
and if u think i am happy, u better stop reading right here.

i am hurt , embarrassed and my insecurities have blown over the roof.

you see? i used to pride myself over my prudence and the only consolations against
my insecurities over being FAT and Ugly were being Smart and WITTY.

and now.... with these traits, i get rejected from a HR interview (while my friends were selected)

well let me be honest, it wasn't a good interview. the Chick interviewing me was incredibly smart and too happy about herself!! i ended babbling, giving witty and nonsensical answers! being witty KILLED me, when it generally saves me from a car crash.

i spent the night and the next day introspecting after pitying myself. well, why wasnt i collected and composed ? my wits were scattered. 
mum's been a darling,like she always is by telling me that it was just a bad day..that i should compose myself before interviews..think and answer at peace.......
and that.... i am made for better, not this call-center kind-of of head hunting job.
she always says  this when i lose.

rejected in love.
rejected in career.
so unwanted it feels!

well honestly, i know i am hyperventilating... but dude!! HR!! 

well anyways, as bad as it is, i have to face my entire college tomorrow.
need the strength. 

adios!

do tell me how u feel!